English Version:
I was born in Hebei Province in the 80s and come from the mountains. At present, I am working in Kunshan City, Jiangsu Province as a senior engineer of AV pixelate.
My folks thought I had entered a good company, and they came to my home to ask me to introduce their children to work in my company, but they left in despair after I told them that our company was taking dead wages, not including food, not including housing, not counting pieces, and working overtime every day without pay.
I am a person with great ideals during I grew up, aspiring to be a scientist, ideals that have not yet been realized, after all, I am only in my 30s, not yet grown up.
I live a mediocre life, have an uncertain future, empty feelings, and am not recognized by society. I have no goals in life, lack of enthusiasm, dissatisfied with the poor life but do not know what to do.
In the past years, I have carried too much loneliness and sadness. I have stopped many times at the small hotel opposite the internet cafe, which left me too much sadness; I saw my beloved girl go and fade away at the end of the small hotel, which hurt my heart deeply.
中文版
农村外出务工人员,贫农。80年代出生于河北,山里人。目前在 江苏省 昆山市 任AV打马高级工程师一职。
父老乡亲都认为我进了个好公司,一传十十传百,不约而同的来到我家,托我把他家孩子介绍进我公司打工,但是我告诉他们我们公司是拿死工资、不包吃、不包住、不计件、天天无偿加班赶工后,他们就绝望的走了。
我从小我就是一个有远大理想的人,立志长大后当一名科学家,理想至今尚未实现,毕竟我才30多岁,还没长大。
我生活平庸、未来渺茫、感情空虚,不被社会认同。我生活没有目标,缺乏热情,不满于穷困潦倒的生活但又不知道该做点什么。
在过去的岁月里承载了太多孤独和悲伤,曾经多次在网吧对面的小旅馆驻足停留,这家小旅馆留给了我太多的悲伤;我目送心爱的女孩远去,渐渐消失在小旅馆尽头,痛彻心肺。